Photos: Little Pig One and Little Pig Two, new to the farm in May 2013
and Big Pig One and Big Pig Two, a fond farewell
Please bear with me as I work through thoughts about the pigs. They meet their fate tomorrow, at a local butchering facility, transported by the farmer who hired Michael back in May to work in exchange for two tiny piglets. Little did we know what we were getting ourselves into.
Tomorrow might be more traumatic than sending our first flock of rowdy roosters to butchering-day.....
It could be more emotional than loading Lucy (the Dutch Belted heifer) into someone else's trailer.....
Maybe more disturbing than (fill in the blank).....
And maybe not.
Any number of things out here in farm-land could be traumatic, disturbing, alarming, especially when lives are on the line. A chicken hatches duck eggs, and then pecks the little darlings to death when they aren't the baby chicks she expected. A favorite barn cat gets hit on the road (hasn't happened to ours, but it will). A coon or weasel gets into the chicken coop and demolishes every living thing inside (not yet, but it will happen). A cow or sheep gets into the grain and eats so much that they are dead by the time you find them (almost happened with the sheep this past summer!) Or, you raise a calf, or a pig, or rabbits, knowing that they will be destined for the freezer, even though you've never actually had to do experience "that" before..... It's easy to see why society LOVES shopping at the grocery store! It's all neatly packaged, no manure, no emotions involved in the life of the animals, no sweat necessary to grow the produce, just pull into a parking space, wheel a cart through the store, and come home with food for your family. Easy, and painless.
Back to my thought-process:
We are so new to this, that some things that are common-place on a farm are still an emotional rollercoaster for us/me.
From the time that the Pig One and Pig Two had their reproductive capabilities removed (tactfully stated, I hope), they were destined to be someone's dinner. It doesn't matter that they are funny, engaging, curious, affectionate, or well-taken-care-of. It doesn't matter that we have come to like them and their silly antics and their personalities. The plan was in place before they came to live here, before they worked their porky way into our daily routines, before they ate over $300 worth of feed EACH over the course of less than 6 months. They WILL be someone's dinner, and an expensive dinner, at that. The alternative? These 300 pound porkers will continue to grow, continue to eat, and will eventually bankrupt us (that's an exaggeration, but not much of one!)
Their personalities:
Pig One is big and burly and kind of stupid. He would be the "dumb jock" in high school. He weighs almost 300 pounds, according to our friend Bruce.
Pig Two is smart, lean, and clever, maybe 270 pounds. He would be the geeky smart guy who can hold his own against any dumb jock.
Pig One can push and shove Pig Two out of the way at feeding time, but it's Pig Two that sees his opportunity and plants his hoofs in order to shove back and get the advantage.
Pig Two sniffs around the electric wire, but it's almost always Pig One who takes the dare and touches the live wire.
Pig One stands up to eat, and munches delicately, for such a huge animal. Pig Two lays down in front of the food and eats when he feels like it.
Pig One likes to be scratched on the fat part of his neck, but really wants to eat that stick more than stand still for scratching. Pig Two is the one who lifts his snout up to actually take the stick from my hand and trot away with it.
Pig Two was the smart one when we were moving them to a new pen, and hung back until he saw what exactly was going on. Pig One was lured out of the old mucky pen with cow manure and apple pulp (yum!), and then was stuck in no-pigs-land between pens, not knowing what to do. Pig Two had no trouble moving to the new pen once he saw where Pig One ended up.
Pig One slurps from the hose in a very sloppy manner, water going everywhere. Pig Two carefully funnels the water stream into his mouth, wasting next to nothing.
When I give them corn stalks from the garden, Pig One munches and crunches the leaves, stalks, and tops. Pig Two goes straight for the undeveloped ears of corn first, then moves on to the less tasty morsels.
Pig Two is the one who affectionately nibbles the wool of April, the young babydoll sheep. Pig One is the rowdy one who gallops around the pen in excitement when he sees the sheep or the dogs, ears flapping, happy pig-noises filling the air.
Both pigs make endearing pig noises when I walk into the barnyard and simply say, in a deep gruff voice "Pigs". It causes them to spring up from whatever they're wallowing in and wait in expectation at the gate.
Someone told us "Be careful. They WILL eat you". We've repeated that phrase over and over while the pigs have been here. These pigs would not eat us. They are trusting and friendly. It would be easier to see them go if they HAD been mean and aggressive.
Pig One and Pig Two have had just about the best lives that a pig could hope for. (They probably could have done without the shocks from the electric fence.....) They had plenty of food, fresh air, mud, fresh water, safety from predators, scraps from the garden, scraps from canning, sheep-friends to stop by and check in on a daily basis, Charming the calf to sniff noses with on the cow-pen side of their area, people who scratched their necks for them..... Any factory pig would be green with envy.
At any rate, these two personable piggies have their date with destiny tomorrow. They will be treated like any other pig for the last day of their lives. (Well, they will still be treated with more dignity than usual. They have the good fortune of being transported the DAY OF the deed, rather than being left in a livestock pen overnight at the slaughter house. They will be transported in a roomy trailer, and the driver will avoid the bumpy road leading directly to the slaughtering facility, enjoying a more round-a-bout way with less pot-holes. Can you tell I'm trying to rationalize at this point?!!!)
The pen will be empty when we come back from the delivery. There will be no grunts of piggie pleasure when I walk out into the barnyard later in the day. The sheep will check to see if their friends are in the pen, and then go on about their grazing business. The dogs will trot over tomorrow morning when they get to do rat-patrol and run in the pasture, and maybe sniff around the pen once or twice and then move on.
I think I'm the only one who will feel a lingering sense of something missing. (Well, that's probably not fair to the rest of the family, who haven't been asked for their thoughts as I ramble on.....)
It's the anticipation of missing something that brings tears to my eyes. It might be just fine, to not have two behemoths testing the fence and rolling in their own mess and going through $60 worth of feed every week.
Then again, maybe not!
I'll have to look forward to tiny, squealing piglets coming to the farm NEXT spring, and next time, I'll TRY not to get so attached to them. (Good luck with that.)
Laura
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